A tattoo, a bunch of flowers, some painting and figure drawing again!

•August 30, 2011 • Leave a Comment

Yeah, so it is getting kind of old to post pictures to facebook and google + and checkout my ink and all the other tattoo sites that I am involved in. So I very well may start just dropping everything here. That way people who are interested can see what I am up to all in one convenient (or not so convenient) location and I can spend more time making stuff and less time on the computer. (It’s a theory anyhow, going to give it a go and see how it works out).

On Saturday I worked a little bit more on Ashley’s arm. She is oodles of fun to hang out with and I hope that she keeps getting tattooed so that I have an excuse to visit with her.

 
Ashley's Grandma portrait tattooStill working on my painting skills. I think I am stuck on this fu bat painting. I think that all I managed to do to it this time was make it shinier… but I am still learning and playing with mediums and experimenting is still helpful.

Fu BatFu bat painting

I had one previous session on this dog painting that I had done a while back in Fred Lipp’s class. That session was done with the water soluble oils and I went back into it this weekend with the new oils.
This is before: Dog and this is after. While still not finished, I am much happier with it now: Dog PaintingSpent some time wandering around taking pictures in the garden. At one point while I was taking pictures of the canna lilies I was buzzed by a hummingbird who did not stick around long enough for me to photograph him. Maybe next time. Black Eyed SusanDahliaDahliaDahliaDahliaDahliaDahliaDahliaDahliaDahliaCanna LilyCanna LilyCanna LilyWayward Canna Lily

Monday I was able to return to figure drawing class. While I definitely feel that some sessions are more productive than others (this one not being one of the better ones)…. overall I am getting more comfortable and most days I am able to commit the figure to paper quicker and more accurately than I used to be able to. I have to figure the regular practice will continue to improve my skills.
 Steve (the owner of the studio) made popcorn during class this week and we had much fun. I think that I am going to take one of the regular classes there for the Fall semester. They have one Monday mornings, so I wouldn’t have to take any more time out of the shop to attend. I had been planning on returning to Fred Lipp’s class on Tuesday nights… but it overlaps with my work hours and I don’t think I can take any time out of the shop right now. I’ll let you know how it works out.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Everything Changes

•August 26, 2011 • Leave a Comment

Remembering where we have been is so vitally important in keeping us on the road to where we want to be.

When I was very very small I knew that I wanted to make pictures. At that time it was a different vision of what it eventually became, but that base desire has been there for as long as I can remember. I just want to make pictures. I am fortunate enough that people like my pictures enough to put them on their bodies which is so much freakin’ cooler than having them in books would have been.

There is however a little bit of a gap between wanting something to happen and having it actually come to be. Making pictures is pretty easy. Making a living off of making pictures is something different.

So here it comes… another back in the day story. You know by now that I can’t help myself.

As you may or may not know, I am not the original owner of White Tiger Tattoo. It was opened in the fall of 1992 and I didn’t even work there at the time. I made my first tattoo at White Tiger on January 1st 1993 while I was still working at another shop. Perhaps you could think of it as my first guest spot. A whole lot of things happened that year but by the end of it on December 1st of 1993 I purchased White Tiger and filed my dba 2 days later on the 3rd. Making it official, but not easy.

I can’t tell you how many times I wanted to give up those first couple of years. It was a struggle. At one point I had started buying the newspapers to look through the want-ads. I was working on my resume and thought that if I could find a job that paid enough to compensate for me hating it – I would walk away from the shop. I was on the fence. I was of split purpose. Anyone who has been on the fence can tell you that it is a mighty uncomfortable place to be.

Eventually I decided that I had to give myself to tattooing and the shop 110%. Even if I failed, I was going to fail knowing that I had given it everything that I had. As a reminder of that decision and to keep me from easily going back on it I had my labret piercing done. A visual daily reminder of my commitment to my career and not possible to cover to traipse off to a job interview should my resolve go weak.

Since then I have never regretted my choice. Obviously there are days that I wish it were easier (don’t we all have those in life?) but I have never once wished that I did not take this course. The Universe has placed me on a path towards love and light and beauty and I have no task bigger than being grateful for all that has been given to me.

Monday I was given the news by my dentist that it was time for the labret to go. Nick from Dorje took it out for me yesterday and while it does mark an end it must also mean that there is yet another beginning in the making. A great deal has changed in the last month. Some of it has been scary and some of it has been exciting. I know in my heart that everything goes the way that it is supposed to go (even when it doesn’t go the way I might want it to go).

I have been so blessed with the people who have come and gone in this journey and all of those who are currently in it. Thank you all of you for being blessings in my life and walking this path with me. I am excited to see what the future will bring all of us!

May your path be filled with fruitful learning and blessings that you can see and appreciate.

Love you all!

(The labret piercing is that little sparkly that has lived under my lip for so long that most people never even noticed it was there)

Drama Free Weekend (Yeah!!!)

•August 23, 2011 • Leave a Comment

Okay so it wasn’t completely drama free. This was my big crisis for Monday:

Fortunately a few stabs with a not-so-sharp object freed my RedBull for proper consumption:

It was so nice to have this be the worst thing that happened all weekend. I am a happy camper!

Made it back to figure drawing class Monday.

       

 

 

I did find out that none of our cats will eat sushi. This one begs for and will eat granola, but won’t eat fish.  Again, not really a drama ridden incident. (Plus it tells you that we had SO much sushi that we couldn’t finish it….. and that’s just amazing all in itself)

Excellent weekend. My mom and my sister are in town visiting and my husband survived being the only guy in the house with five women for part of it (He might give you a different review of how great the weekend was though).

Jessie and I made Death by Chocolate cake for her birthday which is actually today (Happy Birthday Jessica!!!) and it was tasty.

Today I went back to work and got to make a fun first tattoo for Tim. This is his Dad and his Dad’s boat. We talked about putting a celtic cross on the back of the arm as well (and there is still space for it) but he wants to wear it like this for a bit and decide if he really wants to do anything else with it. He did great for a first tattoo!

This is the (probably) finished drawing that I was working on behind the RedBull. It is one of those “when you get around to it” drawings for a client who wanted me to draw him a Sugar Skull that I would enjoy tattooing. I think this might be it. Or I might modify it to fit the space better… but I like the concept.

So if you are paying attention Frank… here’s your Sugar Skull.

Sugar Skull Tattoo design

Hopefully I will be back next week (or sooner) with more drama-free reports. Hope that your day is going great as well!

Foot Snake

•August 20, 2011 • 3 Comments

So like a few of my stories this one is from “back in the day”. This particular one takes place waaaay back in the day. Before the day of tattoo appointments with deposits and phone numbers and all that good kind of stuff.

Our story begins with a nice enough lady who came in to talk to me about a tattoo on her foot. She came in and asked a lot of general questions and then came back a few days later. When she returned she had a stack of post-it notes and a Peterson Field Guide.

She wanted a small coral snake on her foot. She had marked the field guide with the particular colors of the snake that she wanted. She had post-it notes with bunches of different shapes of the snake and the position with the head end indicated on the notes. She took me through the process of how she had arrived at the one she had chose.

I did point out to her that the shape she had chosen looked a little bit like a question mark and since the snake was going to be so small on her foot – it might look like a stripy question mark instead of a snake. I offered to redraw the snake in some other positions for her by the time she came back for her appointment.

When she returned I had several drawings for her to choose from – she still went with the original shape that she had given me – fully understanding that people might mistake it. She didn’t care. It was her little snake and she had decided on the colors and the shape and had put a lot of thought into this…

I put the tattoo on her.

She loved it! She was very excited. I bandaged her up, gave her care instructions.  She gave me a big fat tip and went on her way.

A couple of hours later the phone rings and it is the snake lady. What’s Up? I hate my tattoo. What? What do you mean? You loved it when you left here… what’s the matter? What changed?

I don’t know.

What do you mean you don’t know? Does your husband not like it? What is the problem.

I just don’t know. I’m sorry, I don’t know what it is – but I hate it and you have to cover it.

We can’t cover it now.

How long do I have to wait? You have to cover it. You have to get this off of me.

I really don’t understand. What is the problem with it?

(This goes on for a little while and she is getting much more agitated and offering no further explanation. I agree to cover the tattoo after it heals up and we book an appointment to do so several weeks following)

The intervening weeks are hell for me.

I am full of self-doubt. I wonder what it is that I have done wrong. I take the film out of the camera (I told you this was a long time ago) and rush it off to the one hour place to get the pictures developed so I can obsess over the tattoo.

I show it to everyone.

I interrogate people about what is wrong with the tattoo.

I make a general nuisance of myself.

After a while I get so worked up that I start canceling appointments and giving all of the walk-ins to the other artists.

I have to figure out what I did wrong before I screw up someone else’s tattoo.

Saying that I am upset is a massive understatement.

The only thing anyone can see potentially wrong with the tattoo is that it looks a little bit like a question mark. I am sure that can’t be the problem as she said that she was fine with that.

FINALLY she arrives for her cover-up appointment. I launch at her the second she and her husband walk through the front door.

WHAT IS IT?!? What did I do wrong?!?

You didn’t do anything wrong.

What? What do you mean? You loved your tattoo when you left here and then you hated it when you got home. What changed? Why did you hate something that you loved a few hours before? I have to know what I did wrong. Really you can tell me. I have to know.

You didn’t do anything wrong – I’m afraid of snakes.

Come again?

I’m afraid of snakes. They scare the shit out of me. I had no idea that the tattoo would look so real. I got home and got in the shower to wash it off and looked down at it on my foot and it scared me. I have to get this covered up. You have to put something pretty on there.

I can not tell you the range of emotions that went through me at that point. Of course there was a tremendous amount of relief. I hadn’t done anything wrong. But there was also a overwhelming sense of disbelief. Really? You are scared of snakes? You spent all that time pouring over snake coloring and types in the Peterson Field Guide of yours and during all of that time – it never occurred to you that you were afraid of snakes?!? Really? There was also some anger mixed in there I have to admit. Weeks of torturing myself. Believing that I should quit tattooing all because she chose to have something tattooed on herself that she didn’t REMEMBER she was TERRIFIED of. Really?

Anyhow, I covered the offending snake with tribal and flowers and charged her about four times the price of the original tattoo for the cover-up. She left happy (again) and presumably stayed that way.

I never saw her again and I was pretty okay with that.

Really, you just can’t make this shit up.

Snake Photo stolen from: http://www.allpestexpress.com/snakes.aspx

Dorothy is in Trouble!

•August 18, 2011 • Leave a Comment

Randy from Silverback Ink sent me a sample of his new XXX black. To try it out I found a willing participant (Hi Ray!) who wanted Dorothy with the flying monkeys. This gave me a piece to try a whole lot of levels of black and grey on and experiment with them.

Randy asked for fresh and healed photos…. and since I am HORRIBLE at pictures, Ray had to come back today to get some photos done again. I wasn’t here when Ray stopped by, which worked out great since Sara did a much better job with them than I would have.

So here are the photos…. so that Ray can brag, Randy can see them and anyone who is curious can as well. The photos are a little larger than I usually upload, so hopefully everything will work out okay.

I will post healed photos as well once we have them (maybe I should ask Sara to take those as well!)

     

For Randy or anyone else who is curious…

The majority of the tattoo was done with the XXX black and the regular 4 step Washes.

The trim on the Monkey’s outfit was done with the fresh.

The Monkey’s wings also include some of the 11 Black.

 

 

 

 

 

Weekend Update

•August 16, 2011 • 1 Comment

yeah, I know.

But for me the weekend ends on Monday – so Tuesdays are my Monday. It makes sense to me. It doesn’t have to make any sense at all to anyone else!

Sunday was a special treat for me. Not only did I not have to work but we drove to Toronto to see Cirque du Soleil perform Totem. It was a really good time. I have never seen them perform live. Actually truth be told, up until fairly recently I had absolutely no idea what they were. I’m glad that I was introduced to it and super glad that I was able to see this show. We had great seats and even the teenager really enjoyed herself (yes, it IS actually possible to entertain a teenager…. who knew?).

    

Monday was mostly playing catch up for chores and stuff and things that need to be taken care of at home – but I did manage to make it back to figure drawing class Monday night. I think I may have found medium that I like to work with and hopefully now I can just concentrate on getting better with the drawings (and quicker). I am thinking about taking one of the regular classes there as well in the fall since they have one on Mondays during the day… but not sure I can commit to being there every week yet. I’ll have to keep thinking about it.
So anyhow, here are yesterday’s sketches.

                

I have a fun project planned for tomorrow. Randy from Silverback Ink sent me a sample of the new XXX Black to try out. I have a fun project to try it out with and send Randy the fresh and healed photos and report back as to what I think of the black.

So hopefully I will have that for you tomorrow. Have a great night!

 

 

Got some stuff done…

•August 10, 2011 • Leave a Comment

This past weekend. I was well on my way to having my second in a row week of having two whole days off for the weekend and was pretty damn excited about the prospect.

Fate had other things in store for me (as Fate so often does) so my weekend art projects were interrupted. I did manage to finish the last couple touches on the bunny painting.

 and a detail shot of him (her? it?)

 as always there are things that I would do differently if I was doing this now – but that’s the point. They are all learning experiences. If one of them ever came out perfectly I wouldn’t have a reason to keep painting.

I also revisited the bird in hand painting that I started when I first bought the oil paints and only had a couple of colors. I changed the tone on it considerably, but not much else. Didn’t realize how much glare was on this photo until I looked at it on the computer.
I don’t know if this one is finished or not yet. I haven’t signed it yet, but I have been looking at it since Sunday and nothing has jumped out at me so I think I will just sign it and move on.

Monday found me seriously tied up – but I was able to break away for a couple hours to make it to figure drawing class.

  

 

Yeah, that's the cat helping me photograph again.

    

So back to work and have some cool projects coming up over the next couple of weeks. If I can get some decent photos perhaps I will post them up here.

Have a great day!

This Past Weekend – Work and Beyond

•August 2, 2011 • Leave a Comment

So most normal folks start their weekends on Saturday. So I will start there.

Saturday I had an appointment to start a complex tattoo. It isn’t really very big – but because of the amount of things going on I knew that it needed to be a multiple session tattoo. There was just no way that it could be completely in one session even if the client sat well. On a number of occasions Alanna had expressed her desire to get it finished in one session. I repeatedly told her that this just was not possible.

Well, here I am. Eating my words and feeling like a real jerk for being so insistent that it could never happen.

Alanna came in on Saturday and had this tattoo done:

 and a detail shot…  Now I am hoping that you can tell what most of those pictures are of…. but that second one in I would like to explain. You see, these images are all things that remind Alanna of her Poppa. When she was little her Grandparents kept some toys for her to play with at their house and her very favorite was this little guy. It is a “Banana Rocker”. There are a couple of blurry photos of her happily playing on it as a child. Well the original banana rocker has long since been lost, but on the morning of her appointment Alanna’s mom found another one and delivered it to her before she came into the shop. Of course we had to play with it too! This is her Dad and I on the banana rocker which I believe Alanna decided to name Douglas:

  I am hoping that Douglas is well loved in his new home. I think he and Alanna will be hanging out quite a bit.

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Sunday I took the day off as I normally do. I tried to take Jessie kayaking, but apparently they will not let you out on the water in a rental kayak if there has been thunder in the last half hour. I didn’t feel like waiting for however long that was going to take (since it was still thundering while we were there). So I roped Jess into going to look for the swans. Being that it was Sunday and hot – there were a whole lot of people on the water and the swans were hiding somewhere. So we drove around with Paul looking for other things to photograph. Here is some of what we found:

Monday I decided to do something completely different for me and take the whole day off. The whole day. That makes for a two day weekend. I made a decision not to set foot in either shop all day. I almost caved at one point, but I did manage to pull it off. It felt kind of nice. I might try to do it again.

I was able to go and meet little Mr Henry. He is the son of Sara (our counter girl from Webster) and her husband Zach.

Monday night I was able to make it back to figure drawing class at the Steve Carpenter Studio. Once again I only stayed for the first two hours when they do gesture drawings. I am still not ready to hang out for the live portrait painting portion of the evening. Maybe someday. Here are my sketches from this week.

and I think that I have revamped this bunny painting and have it to a point that I think it is finished. In case you don’t remember it (it’s been a long damn time) the first photo is what it looked like before:

All in all it was a great weekend. I really do plan on doing this two day weekend thing more often!

Progression of a Tattoo – Gretchen’s Fairy

•July 26, 2011 • 1 Comment

I had made a tattoo for Gretchen prior to this. Since she lives near Albany it was easier for her to come and see me when I was doing a guest spot at Off the Map Tattoo (in Massachusetts). We had gotten together for one session on her previous tattoo here in Rochester and one the last time I was at Off the Map.

So the plan was to get together this year when I was at Off the Map again. Gretchen booked way ahead of time so that she could have the coveted Saturday spot.

Unfortunately (for everyone involved) my husband ruptured a disk in his back and a whole lot of things needed to be moved around including my trip to Mass. I was disappointed obviously, but Gretchen was nice enough to agree to make the much longer trip to Rochester to have me make a tattoo for her.

I had a whole lot of fun with this piece and wanted to share a little bit of the process on it with you.

This is the original email that Gretchen sent to me to explain the project:

brace yourself:

the idea

so, i am in the smack dab middle of a summer cold, so this may not make any sense… (like most of my letters do)

here is my thought. i like the fairy i have on my calf, size location, subject matter… all cool. but i want something kicked up for this other leg. so i was thinking matchy matchy with the fairy leg (don’t know why, nothing else matches.)

i was thinking of some type of froud-ie like creature with perhaps wings. wings are always cool. or not if wings don’t work with the art. then i wanted to throw some kind of science into it. first i thought a swirl of dna around it. kinda gay. so then my favorite is anatomy. i love anatomy. i love bones. trying to take an osteology class at college (closed this semester dammit).

so then i thought well maybe some kind of ethereal creature of some sort with some aspect of anatomy tied in. i’ll get back to this…

i also am in love with your work on the snow dragon with the use of white, pastels and negative space. i do have very light skin and my legs are remarkably unfreckled and glowingly pale. please note the leg to be done does have a shamrock about 3 inches above malleolus that will either need to be worked around or incorporated into. or totally avoided, whatever. i know you posted most people can’t get this type of work and i don’t know where i fit there.

i am more into greens blues/pinks purples than brights and primaries. dave calls it my monet palette. and i think heavy black on white legs is too much.

back to the anatomy:

so then i started looking at internet pics for inspiration. i eventually ended at the corpse bride. i love the corpse bride, not sure why she never had much of a following. well, she has a couple of ribs, one arm and one leg that are skeletal and the rest are not. kind of cool. so then i thought corpse fairy instead of corpse bride. but i kind of don’t want it to be a like living dead, zombie ish kind of thing. i was thinking more of ‘wow, how fucking cool to see bits of the functional anatomy of this really cool creature. then i thought about jellyfish.

you know how jellyfish are what they are… but you can kind of see their insides too? (wow, this cold is bad, i don’t make sense to me).

well what if we come up with a fairy, and some bits of it are like transparent and you can see a bit of its skeleton in its body. i love pelvises, the shape is sooo. sexy i guess. i’m such a geek. i could find a pic of a skeleton, then have a pic of a fairy/creature thing. it needn’t be the entire skeleton, would be too jumbled, but oerhaps in certain areas that would lend better to the drawing.

oh yes, i’m not a huge fan of the slutty fairy. i love their pics, but don’t want one on my leg. a body i never had!

course it may be too much detail and not able to be done too.

to tell you what kind of froud guys i think are cool, i have bright spark.i like sprites, fairies  i put little pics on the bottom, i know you’ve seen them all before, but i like these guys. i’m not a froud fanatic, but i like his ideas and flow and use of non human…

I got part way through this explanation and had a perfect vision in my head of what I wanted this to look like. I was concerned however about how much I was going to need to match to the existing tattoo…. so I wrote back…

I actually have some fun ideas for this. Can you send me photos of the fairy that we are replicating the size of? Possibly with a ruler in the photo and/or a tracing of the area the tattoo covers?

Gretchen sent this one initially:

With the following note:

the fairy that is on the left. please make note: no need to match size. i actually wish she had made it a bit taller, and may eventually get something in the background to extend the visual field. so, you have cart blanche for size. i think that i like your artisitic eye, and you’ll know what should go where, and you know what you need for detail.

i will send a second email with pics with rulers.

The artist on the original Fairy was Lisa Schmoldt, Otherside Ink in Port Charlotte, Florida. (Based on a Brian Froud fairie: Bright Spark)
Now when I ask people to email photos of parts of themselves to me I get all sorts of things back. As long as I can get an idea from the photos they are helpful. Gretchen sent me a whole bunch of pictures including these two:

 Which were super helpful. I’m not sure what the intended purpose for the clear grid is – but if I could get every out of town client to send me pictures with these, my life would be a WHOLE lot easier when trying to map things out!

So now I had the idea and a clear idea of the space that I had to work with. Now to try and transform what was in my head to something on paper and hope that Gretchen liked it.

I spent quite a few days torturing myself with this image. Just in one sketchbook (there were others on random pieces of paper) there were these trying to work out the positioning:

and some more detailed attempts: 

I am now getting down to the wire and Gretchen is coming the next day and I have not shown her any of these. I want to get a sketch to her for approval BEFORE she gets in the car to drive here. So I send her this Friday (I think in the morning):

Gretchen gets the image on her phone at work and writes back:

Loving the angle and dead on with the pelvis. Looking at out from my phone… But it looks cool. Can’t see what is going on with the face… Too tiny and the old people eyes seem especially cloudy right now (mine, not the fairy). I am out today at 6.. Will be able to see it on the laptop. I knew you were the one to put the idea into form! Later…

Now for a lot of clients this is as much as I would show them before a tattoo session, but I am not sure that this really conveys the look that I am going for so throughout the day I send Gretchen updates.

There winds up being a problem with my uploads and Gretchen only gets the first one (pictured above) until much later. She writes back when she gets  home :

ahh, looks better bigger. i love the bones. i see now the face is a sketch, when it was little the cheek line looked like a freakish zombie like slash/smile. gretchen

will be checking in periodically if you send anything that requires answering. we’ll be heading out semi early tomorrow, but i have email on the phone. also, the new cell # is _________

Realizing at that point the “sent” emails didn’t send – I send her the more finished drawings:

 

all is good to go, so the next day Gretchen makes the trek to Rochester and we bring her fairie to life (well, or at least to her leg, if not to life).

 

I had a whole lot of fun throughout the process of this tattoo (even when I was making myself crazy trying to get it “just right”). It seems that the more excited I am about a project the harder it is to get the drawing finished.
This one was more than worth it and I look forward to whatever Gretchen may have in mind for the next time.

Finally Back to Figure Drawing Class

•July 26, 2011 • Leave a Comment

With everything that has been going on, it has been exceptionally difficult to make it back to class.

Finally made it back last night. It was very awkward and uncomfortable. I still am experimenting with the perfect medium to use for these – and while I know that is charcoal for most people…. I really can’t stand the way the charcoal feels. Yes, I know that is strange, but this is something that I do for my enjoyment and if I am freaked out about touching the charcoal, I’m just not going to.
Previously I used the conte crayons and last night I tried using a prismacolor color stick. It wasn’t the best solution and I don’t like the blue, but I think I would be willing to try it again if I can find one in a more neutral color.

So here is what I made last night. Complete with Loki helping me to photograph. (Loki is my daughter Teigan’s cat and I am watching him for her while she is in London)